Happy Birthday Jack

Happy birthday baby! The day you were born was one of the happiest in my life. Having a child fulfilled my biggest wish in life, to become a mom. Being YOUR mom made it even sweeter. I loved caring for you in every complicated wonderful way and seeing you thrive and grow and overcome so much. Never have I seen such a determined confident child.

You took your own time coming into this world, which set the tone for your entire life. You always did thinks your own way, in your own time.

Thank you for being such a wonderful child, for teaching me so many things for showing me what true strength is and to never ever give up no matter what.

Thank you for letting me love you and to be your mom.

I will never stop loving you Jack and I will never stop missing you being here part of all the fun.

I will always wear red on Spetember 8th, the day the world was blessed with Red Jack Robertson.

Love,
Mommy

Siberia

Sam and I aren't talking, he is mad at me, I am mad at him.

Of course it is not about the laundry

It is about Jack.

Who Is To Blame For Me Not Sleeping?

Dr. Pedro Del Nido

Dear Jack

Dear Jack..are you okay without me...do you know how much I love you..do you know Daddy and Will miss you so much..do you know I look for you everyday...do you know how much you mean to me...do you know what I would do to have you back...love, mommy

Things I will NEVER do again

Eat at Friday's
Have Chicken Picatta
Eat at Longhorn
Buy Pimento Cheese

Hold Jack in my arms

sad trip

On first family trip wo jjr and first trip since boston. So hard to be happy and have fun with heavy heart. Lots of reminders of jjr. Last time I was in hotel rm was fay he died. Wish I had stayed at hosp longer just to hold his hand and talk to him. I hope he feells btr now wo tubes wires etc. I physically ache for him. He would have had fun on this trip.

We miss him most when we are having fun

that's what sam said