Tonight is the night before Easter and wow, I am missing Jack. How my life has changed going from two child to just one. Aside from the obvious differences, only buying a half gallon of milk, instead of one and the lack of laundry that I hav etto do for the under 2' set, to how easy it is to get out of the house in the morning.
No, tonight I am remembering my first Easter with Jack and how stressful it was. Packing to spend the night in STJ, trying to remember everything, meds, milk, pumps, clothes, spare supplies, th elike. The back of my car was jammed packed. By the time I arrived in STJ we were both exhausted. Didn't sleep well, then up for an early Mass, which I walked the back of the church for the entire service. I remember feeling, "I am so tired". Jack cried all the way back to KC in fact, we had to stop to make sure he was okay. It was a wild weekend.
Last year I rmember the stres of trying to get everything done on Saturday, shoes to shine, clothes to iron, baskets to pack, bunny items to get out, food to prepare. It is amazing how little Will requires, or how much goes into getting two kids ready.
I miss Jack. Nothing short of him being with me will ever make this right. He was a lovely, loving little boy. I love him! Happy Easter baby boy.
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