I was looking through some photos of Jack, many from birth to 2 years old. What a project he was, what a struggle we both had.
That is why this is so devestating. He and I along with Sam worked so hard to keep him alive, healthy. Making all the right decisions, or at least trying to. Then why was the biggest decision so wrong?
I used to say to him, you dont' understand all this now, but someday you will when you are out living your life.
And he isn't here for me to say that. And I am mad he had to suffer so, what was it all for?
Lord above I miss that boy.
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